Tue, 13 Jul 2004 01:55:34 GMT

so for some reason, outta the blue i decided to take this journal back for myself. it's been juggled back and forth between me and someone else, but there are some things in here that i feel i need to keep. the whole finding mister shoesfromcows, moving to hawaii, and then finding out i was pregnant.. it all means something to me, and isn't captured in my current journal koyolxauhqui. so to update some of you who have been in the dark for quite some time, i had my baby on april 20, 2004. yes yes he's a 4-20 baby, i realize... and we're screwed if he asks me to bake him weed brownies for his 16th birthday.

i'll post a couple of pictures to update you guys a little later. right now i'm at the school library and it takes forever for them to load. it's not much and i must admit i won't really be updating in here often. i just don't wanna let it go.

so sebastian's a week away from being 3 months old. he's smiling and laughing and making little cooing noises. it's overwhelming, this job ahead of us, but don't think for a second that i'd ever parent this boy half-assed. he is my life.

barfola